Thesayiantimelord

I don't know what's wrong with me
ive been going through a goddamn nightmare on elm street phase for over a year now and I'm really annoyed with it but I just caNT HELP IT HELP ME


(Shrug)

Ugh
I'm so sick and tired
My mom hates me and everything about me .. Well it seems like it anyway she drinks like a thind of vodka per an hour it seems.... She smokes pot and crap like that.....
Dad says its a problem she has and can't drop... Step mom says not to blame mom that she can't help it... ... Ugh
She acts like there's no big deal with it...  Sure mom's done cool shit before but she friggin sent my friend a text asking " how much vodka is left"
She's called me lesbian multiple times for liking anime's like hetalia and stuff like that
Has chosen favorites out of my friends in Front of them (more than one)
And That's not OK whatsoever
She has made me feel worse about myself than I do ((called me a dumb shit before)) I tried to stand up once but got scared as hell she was like
Her:"why do you hate me so much"
Me: "I don't..."
Her: "well you act like it"
Me: "how..? I don't get it.."
Her: "first of all you treat me way below how you  treat your dad"
Me: "what?"
Her: "you heard me!"
Me: "mom I don't understand...."
Her: "I'm sick and tired of your fucking attitude"
Me: "mom.. ?"
Her:"WHAT THW FUCK DO YOU WANT"
Me: "nothing sorry...."
[I got up from the table and went to lock self in room cause Scared]
[Is in room]
Mom: "OPEN THE FUCKIN DOOR OR ILL BUAT IT DOWN"
*SKIPS CAUSE I DONT WANNA TALK ABOU IT*
....
Sorry
I'm not gonna talk bout mom no more.. Wanna know another reason I'm sad and depressed?!
People that aren't mom...
Kids at school
Kids say constantly "_go kill yourself" "the world would be better without you"
"You like Kruger maybe we'll burn you like they did him"
"Freak"
"Dumb fatass"
"Is that a guy or girl? Clearly to ugly to be a girl"
Multiple times if held a pair of scissors to my neck and thought if they'd be happy with what they did.... But I couldn't I thought of my friends..... My crush... What they'd think.. Sometimes I wonder if they'd even care.... Sigh... Sorry again..
I'm just
I hate myself like everyone else does...... Just.... (ಥ_ಥ) it hurts y'know?

im a very tall midget will you help me on this adveture of magic, adventure, and romance! also, you must help Mr. Phillip survive call 1-800-HELPME (notreally) if you help Mr. Phillip i will lick you and share pretzel sticks pocky game style (insert Command Eyebrows' face here derped) mabye i'll give you a hug and tickets to see DR. Dre live (nonotreallysorry) im sorry i am such a Nightmare on elm street nerd i cant help that OH LOOK A RED AND GREEN SWEATER AND A FEDORA.... oops i turned into a dog there for a second *howls, and licks face*
I JUST LOST IT AHAHAHAAHAA
JUST LOST IT AHAHAHAHAAH
WENT CRAZY AHAHAAHAHAHA
OH BABY
OH BABY

Hi
Sorry I haven't been on in forever. Firs up we moved... Twice this summer so I have no computer (that works) second of all school started up and I am there. Third of all the way DA Is set up on mobile now I motherfuckin' hate And just figured out
Fourth of all
I flipped off my Language arts teacher

That had nothing to do with why I've been gone but I though I'd share dat Lil bit of info
But
I'm motherfuckin' back bitches

... i need to sleep
but don't wanna
i want to keep reading but levixpetra feels killed me
gah
i
dont
wanna
sleep